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Goran Simic, poet - Short Autobiography
BIOGRAPHICAL  PROFILE
by Goran Simic

I was born in Bosnia and Herzegovina  in 1952, as the fourth son
in the sixty years long marriage of my mother Ruza (Rose) and father Milorad
(Workaholic).I guess I was born a male by accident judging by the tears of my
mother when she saw me."Not another male", she was screaming. Father was
happy probably because he was a Partisan during the WW II (fighting against
German-Nazi occupation of Yugoslavia) having on his mind that our country already
lost too many men during the war. My mother compensated lack of female teaching
me how to cook,iron and respect the way woman rule the world without being
visible. She was my great friend and supporter until she died at the end of first year
of Bosnian war. I guess, she didn’t  have enough interest to experience another four
year long war.
My father is still alive carrying his 84 years heavy burden and he is the only
representative of Family Simic in Sarajevo. The rest, one can find on Orthodox
graveyard. Surrounded by politically left oriented entire family, I grew up under
"Communist’s regime",how western country loves to name that system even I still
think, at that time Yugoslavia was far from Russian kind of Communism as much
Russia was far from Capitalism. Of course, I am politically left oriented not only
because of my family background but also because I grew up with Hippie generation,
having a long hair and travelling all over Europe since I got my first passport at age
19.  At that age I went to France to attend "Pink Floyd" rock concert and instead of
two days I stayed two years breaking the heart of my father who was begging me to
study Medicine Science instead of Comparative Writing and Theatrics. Older
brothers were already on their way to be Military General, Professor of Biology and
Mechanical Engineer. Later on, I discovered we have the sister the same age as I am
as a product of my father’s love affair. She was a family secret for a long time.
Somehow I am grateful to father not telling me that because I would miss my
mothers  cooking lessons.
At that time I couldn’t  admit to my father I'd never be a doctor, after I killed sparrow
by sling at age 10. That day, I became a good man. At that age I published my first
poems in children’s magazines, wrote plays for School Theatre and was certain only
brain and heart are pieces of human body I am interested in. For now I am the only
person in 200 years old Family Simic whose profession is writer. My first connection
with literature comes through the story of my grandfather who was travelling with
Russian writer Maxim Gorki on his way back from  Moscow. I don’t know what they
were talking about, but after he came back home he was so impressed with that
three days long trip
that his first grandchild was named Gorki. I wish my cousin gave up that name in
favor of me.I came to Canada after terrible war in Bosnia and I am really happy
none of my two children are on the list of 11.000 killed citizens of Sarajevo.

"Why to chose Canada instead of America-I asked great American writer Susan
Sontag debating where to move after we survived four years of Sarajevo’s siege.

"It’s good place to be"-she said.

I guess she was right. I am almost sure.


(2004)